Ormakaliloode veendum oru puthuvarsham koode kadannu poyi...

ജീവിതം എന്ത് രസകരമായ ഒരു സത്യമാണെന്ന് ഞാന്‍ പലപ്പോഴും ചിന്തിക്കാറുണ്ട്.ദിവസങ്ങള്‍, വര്‍ഷങ്ങള്‍ അങ്ങനെ കടന്നു പോകുന്നു.പലരും എന്തൊക്കെയോ വെട്ടിപിടിക്കാനുള്ള ശ്രമത്തിലാണ്.അങ്ങനെ വെട്ടിപിടിച്ചവര്‍ എന്ത് നേടി എന്ന് പില്‍ക്കാലത്ത് ആരെങ്കിലും ചിന്തിച്ചിട്ടുണ്ടോ?

ജീവിതത്തിന്റെ അനുഭവങ്ങളാണ് മനുഷ്യനെ ചിന്തിപ്പിക്കുന്നത്.അവനെ ജീവിക്കാന്‍ പ്രേരിപ്പിക്കുന്നത് പ്രതീക്ഷകളാണ്,സ്വപ്നങ്ങളാണ്.പക്ഷെ അവന്‍ എവിടെ എത്തിച്ചേരണം എന്ന് തീരുമാനിക്കുന്നത് ദൈവമാണ്.

അവനും ഒത്തിരി പ്രതീക്ഷകളുണ്ടായിരുന്നു,സ്വപ്നങ്ങളുണ്ടായിരുന്നു.പക്ഷെ,ദൈവത്തിനു അവനെ പറ്റി അതിലും കൂടുതല്‍ സ്വപ്നങ്ങളുണ്ടായിരുന്നു.അത് നിറവേറ്റാന്‍ അവന്‍ ദൈവത്തിന്ടെ അടുത്ത് പോയി.പക്ഷെ ആവശ്യങ്ങളില്‍ അവന്‍ ഇപ്പോഴും കൂടെയുണ്ട്.അവന്‍ സഞ്ചരിച്ച വഴികളില്‍ എത്ര പേര്‍ ഇന്നും അവനെ ഓര്‍ക്കുന്ടെന്നറിയില്ല.പലപ്പോഴും സന്തോഷജന്മാദിനം ആശംസിക്കാന്‍ ഭാഗ്യമില്ലാതെ പോയല്ലോ എന്നോര്‍ത്ത് ഞാന്‍ സങ്കടപ്പെടാറുണ്ട് .എങ്കിലും സങ്കടം ഉള്ളിലൊതുക്കി സന്തോഷിക്കാരുമുണ്ട് .ജീവിതത്തെ ബോള്‍ഡ് ആയി കാണാന്‍ ദൈവം സഹായിക്കട്ടെ.

ബാംഗ്ലൂര്‍,ചെന്നൈ,പൂനെ,ഗോവാ ..എവിടെയൊക്കെയോ ദൈവം എത്തിക്കുന്നു..ഗോവയിലെ ചില അനുഭവങ്ങള്‍ വളരെ സന്തോഷം തരുന്നു.കാഴ്ചകള്‍ മനോഹരമാണ്.എല്ലാവരും സന്തോഷിക്കുന്നു.ആര്‍ക്കും ഒരു വേദനയുമില്ല.ഒരു മനോഹര ലോകം.

ഗോവയിലുള്ള ഫ്രാന്‍സിസ് സവിഔര്‌ പുണ്യവാളന്റെ പള്ളിയിലെ ചില ചിത്രങ്ങള്‍  ഇതാ കാണുക

തുടരും...

I'm the star of this show

After a long time, I thought of writing something today.Yes..I think writings are best method to keep ourselves busy.Either the matter is something happy or sad, whatever it is.
As one year passes I expect to feel a lot better than I may actually feel.
Can't actually say it is "slowly fading". Even, too, as we cannot imagine moving on, we do; because each day comes and goes, and here we still are, going through the motions and getting through each of those days.I am sure that there is not a single day of mine which I am either talk about the lost my half or at least think of him.I got really surprised when I got a treasure exactly resembles my twin in one or other way and I am strongly believing it is the gift of God to heal my deep wounds.
The place where I step into is a place where I am totally unexpected.Yes..I never expect being in Chennai, the hot city.All are surprises for me sometimes.When trying to find the meaning of life sometimes, the gift which I got is showing it correctly.Giving each other or love can heal anything.I experience it a lot.Life is like a wave.In each and everyone's life, we can find strong waves as well as light waves.But whatever the waves force, we shouldn't shake.The best way to stay stable is God Almighty.He can direct our lives like anything.Surrender everything to him and just go ahead.In all doubts, he will tell..come..this is the way...so why you are fearing?
Developing an "I'm the star of this show" attitude can help guide us to go ahead.Sometimes we may feel it as so complicated, but give time so that we can find it as so easy.Always keep your mind young and happy just like a 2 year old baby.

Flash Memories

Lot of unexpected transitions in life.How fast the time is going?
I remember reading The Alchemist" for the first time a few years ago. I did not know what is the contents inside it initially."When you want something,all the universe conspires to help you achieve it.When someone makes a decision,he is really diving into a strong current that will carry him to places he had never dreamed of when he first made the decision.In everybody's life,two things which are most important are luck and coincidence.People need not fear the unknown if they are capable of achieving what they need and want.If you can concentrate always on the present,you will be a happy man.Eat when its time to eat.And move along ,when its time to move along........".I tried to understand the meaning of this sentences again and again.Still i am remembering the day which me, achachan and jeo sat on the coat and discuss about the book or quotes which we like most.Initially jeo describe about the book he read.Then its my chnace.The words in the "Alchemist" come out.I just described the story.Still i'm remembering the happiest face of jeo and achachan.Yes...I also can give a speech.I got confidence.My each and every step in my life was completely visble just one year before.But suddenly everything got shuffled.Its going to be one year.But still ,the flash memories in my mind is giving me strength and getting a feeling that "He is here itself..."..."In all our needs.."..."He is acting so smartly...Giving a lot of blessings from God.....In really an amazing way in which no one can describe..."

 Like a  funeral procession passing by my window on a calm evening, I watched it go by. I looked up from the book to reassure myself that everything was alright.One more spirit is escaping from this world(may be this cruel world or colourful world)..It depends on the spirit..Yes...that spirit is also going to meet him..God..How you made this world in most wonderful way?

Unexpected blessings

Henri Nouwen writes, "Yet somehow I have to alert you to the truth that what this is all about (the suffering, death, and resurrection of Jesus) is the most fundamental, the most far reaching event ever to occur in the course of history. If you don't see and feel that for yourself, then the gospel can be, at most, interesting; but it can never renew your heart and make you a reborn human being. And rebirth is what you are called to--a radical liberation that sets you free from the power of death and empowers you to love fearlessly." from Letters to Marc about Jesus
"I trust in you, Lord, but keep helping me in my many moments of distrust and doubt. They are there and will be every time I turn my eyes, ears or hands away from you. Please, Lord, keep calling me back to you, by day and by night, in joy and in sadness, during moments of success and moments of failure. Never let me leave you. I know you walk with me. Help me walk with you today, tomorrow and always."
Yes..the power of God is so amazing.Each and everyday he's showering blessings to each of us.Some are realizing that.some are not realizing and complaining to God.Without his knowledge, nothing is happening.Yes..He's the Almighty.

Feel like to rebirth again!

Twins

Jeo & Jis

Jeokuttan

Jismol

Feeling like to rebirth again as the sweet twin of Him.In Someday, I'll feel as if he's still there. When i realises the truth for a second, then only i understood how cruel the destiny is. But still, believing strongly in God.Without his knowledge, nothing will happen.Oh God, give us strength and help us to face the rest of life as per your decision.

Finally his mesmerising dream comes true...

Just remembering the words of a 2nd std child.Topic is "My House".His innocent mind was telling his house is shop-shaped. So he carry his house dream from 2nd std onwards.

Yes da...U'r dream comes true...

Make it fast..

@ n8,how beautiful it is

Thank you Lord!

So our dreams comes true. Lord gave us a fantastic house. And U r seeing everything and is smiling from there,rt....

Lucky Surya,My childhood friend....

Actor Surya with me from Mumbai Airport!

They were the best of friends.

Until fate separated them.......

They thought that they would never see each other again... But life had other plans..

It was beautiful when they met.. It had been a long time and they had gone on opposite ways, making different careers for themselves, yet they recognised each other when they met.. He looked into her eyes and asked, "Where were you all these time..??" and she smiled and replied, "Searching for you da.."

Friends are a gift of God, to let us know that he always loves us....(Special thanks for sherry who took this snap and Arun Chettan for the creativity)