I'm the star of this show

After a long time, I thought of writing something today.Yes..I think writings are best method to keep ourselves busy.Either the matter is something happy or sad, whatever it is.
As one year passes I expect to feel a lot better than I may actually feel.
Can't actually say it is "slowly fading". Even, too, as we cannot imagine moving on, we do; because each day comes and goes, and here we still are, going through the motions and getting through each of those days.I am sure that there is not a single day of mine which I am either talk about the lost my half or at least think of him.I got really surprised when I got a treasure exactly resembles my twin in one or other way and I am strongly believing it is the gift of God to heal my deep wounds.
The place where I step into is a place where I am totally unexpected.Yes..I never expect being in Chennai, the hot city.All are surprises for me sometimes.When trying to find the meaning of life sometimes, the gift which I got is showing it correctly.Giving each other or love can heal anything.I experience it a lot.Life is like a wave.In each and everyone's life, we can find strong waves as well as light waves.But whatever the waves force, we shouldn't shake.The best way to stay stable is God Almighty.He can direct our lives like anything.Surrender everything to him and just go ahead.In all doubts, he will tell..come..this is the way...so why you are fearing?
Developing an "I'm the star of this show" attitude can help guide us to go ahead.Sometimes we may feel it as so complicated, but give time so that we can find it as so easy.Always keep your mind young and happy just like a 2 year old baby.

Flash Memories

Lot of unexpected transitions in life.How fast the time is going?
I remember reading The Alchemist" for the first time a few years ago. I did not know what is the contents inside it initially."When you want something,all the universe conspires to help you achieve it.When someone makes a decision,he is really diving into a strong current that will carry him to places he had never dreamed of when he first made the decision.In everybody's life,two things which are most important are luck and coincidence.People need not fear the unknown if they are capable of achieving what they need and want.If you can concentrate always on the present,you will be a happy man.Eat when its time to eat.And move along ,when its time to move along........".I tried to understand the meaning of this sentences again and again.Still i am remembering the day which me, achachan and jeo sat on the coat and discuss about the book or quotes which we like most.Initially jeo describe about the book he read.Then its my chnace.The words in the "Alchemist" come out.I just described the story.Still i'm remembering the happiest face of jeo and achachan.Yes...I also can give a speech.I got confidence.My each and every step in my life was completely visble just one year before.But suddenly everything got shuffled.Its going to be one year.But still ,the flash memories in my mind is giving me strength and getting a feeling that "He is here itself..."..."In all our needs.."..."He is acting so smartly...Giving a lot of blessings from God.....In really an amazing way in which no one can describe..."

 Like a  funeral procession passing by my window on a calm evening, I watched it go by. I looked up from the book to reassure myself that everything was alright.One more spirit is escaping from this world(may be this cruel world or colourful world)..It depends on the spirit..Yes...that spirit is also going to meet him..God..How you made this world in most wonderful way?

Unexpected blessings

Henri Nouwen writes, "Yet somehow I have to alert you to the truth that what this is all about (the suffering, death, and resurrection of Jesus) is the most fundamental, the most far reaching event ever to occur in the course of history. If you don't see and feel that for yourself, then the gospel can be, at most, interesting; but it can never renew your heart and make you a reborn human being. And rebirth is what you are called to--a radical liberation that sets you free from the power of death and empowers you to love fearlessly." from Letters to Marc about Jesus
"I trust in you, Lord, but keep helping me in my many moments of distrust and doubt. They are there and will be every time I turn my eyes, ears or hands away from you. Please, Lord, keep calling me back to you, by day and by night, in joy and in sadness, during moments of success and moments of failure. Never let me leave you. I know you walk with me. Help me walk with you today, tomorrow and always."
Yes..the power of God is so amazing.Each and everyday he's showering blessings to each of us.Some are realizing that.some are not realizing and complaining to God.Without his knowledge, nothing is happening.Yes..He's the Almighty.

Feel like to rebirth again!

Twins

Jeo & Jis

Jeokuttan

Jismol

Feeling like to rebirth again as the sweet twin of Him.In Someday, I'll feel as if he's still there. When i realises the truth for a second, then only i understood how cruel the destiny is. But still, believing strongly in God.Without his knowledge, nothing will happen.Oh God, give us strength and help us to face the rest of life as per your decision.

Finally his mesmerising dream comes true...

Just remembering the words of a 2nd std child.Topic is "My House".His innocent mind was telling his house is shop-shaped. So he carry his house dream from 2nd std onwards.

Yes da...U'r dream comes true...

Make it fast..

@ n8,how beautiful it is

Thank you Lord!

So our dreams comes true. Lord gave us a fantastic house. And U r seeing everything and is smiling from there,rt....

Lucky Surya,My childhood friend....

Actor Surya with me from Mumbai Airport!

They were the best of friends.

Until fate separated them.......

They thought that they would never see each other again... But life had other plans..

It was beautiful when they met.. It had been a long time and they had gone on opposite ways, making different careers for themselves, yet they recognised each other when they met.. He looked into her eyes and asked, "Where were you all these time..??" and she smiled and replied, "Searching for you da.."

Friends are a gift of God, to let us know that he always loves us....(Special thanks for sherry who took this snap and Arun Chettan for the creativity)

A wonderful writeup!

Frustrated Night of an Engineer

grrrrrrgrrrrrrr.. grrrrrrgrrrrrr

“Hello,
plss.. talk to me… y u r not picking the call?????”

“everything is alright?”

“wat alright.. noting is alright.. see the time.. its 11PM..n m cmng now frm office..
no food for me.. now i will cook… frm past 3 days..m eating only maggie… n my pm eating only me..
see the price hikes, everything is 2/- more frm yesterday.. except my salary… i think the begger in frnt of my office.. earns more thn me.. wat i shud do…”

“wat happen.. wat r u talking”

“wat i m talking???? no, i m not talking.. manager dont allow anyone to talk except the client.. who always talk something.. from past 3 months i didnt take any leave..now from 3 weeks.. i m just begging for one damn leave.. n wat response i got….’why u want to waste an important day of ur life??’
Final   I m gonna quit this project… but, i cant. no, i can.. but i wont..
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…” :x

“ok.. now Relax…”

“How can i relax… for relaxation ppl do yoga, but its night so I can’t, else they watch movies… but see, in every channel all bogus movies r repeating, same.. ‘Welcome’, ‘Suryavansham’, Govinda’s movies… it really irritates… everyone is faking in TV, fake news, fake stories, fake swaynwars, fake reality… ahhhhh see the movies u will get to know…

in Rockon’s last scene… Arjun Rampal’s wife says to taxi driver, tht “hurry up, we r gtng late for Airport…” Airport…??? I thought he found a job in Cruze.. not Airlines..
in 3 Idiots… starting scene… Madhvan does the drama to leave his flight, then what happened to his luggage??
same movie… Kareena is a doctor.. that too a surgeon.. to become a surgeon it requires at   least 5[MBBS]+3[MS] years..
so she shud b 28… n Aamir as a student.. only 18 or 20 ?? then after 10 years they decide to marry.. means she is 38??
i dont understand, how can spiderman reach to the church-bell in part-3, when he lost his power??
I still dont understand how could Rajnikanth fly without wings? i just…...”

“hey stop it now..”

“Am I a train who will stop it, by pulling chain???… ohh train.. i didnt saw last 3 months… how will i see, all the time monitor is in frnt of me.. in night also wen i open my eyes, i found username and password window..
i need to cool down..

10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1

but someone tell me howwwwwwwww.. :x everytime powercut is here..
except wen i m not in home.. home wat rubbish, its a damn single room.. where i m leaving alone with my pillow..

i also want girlfriend yaar, like my rivals have..
smita, rashmi, sujata, priti, komal.. anyone frm my odc is ok, but they all r engaged, u know y?? bcoz their boyfriends did not work in IT, outside girls do have chat wid me only on my salary day.. i got rejected 31 times.. u know y, each time i propose them, they ask where do u live..  i say in my Cubicle.. bcoz thats the only place u can find my soul all the time..”

“hey man, u better take rest, we will talk in Morning”

“Morning.. are u talking the same morning when sun rises, bird flies, omlette fries, employee cries… damn, I didn’t see the Sun from 3 years... how it looks like… morning I catch shuttle, reach my birthplace ‘cubicle’, work n leave when Sun uncle is not there… I don’t understand how can I be so nice to my colleagues..   each time they want leave, they repeat the same dialog… “my sister’s marriage”.. my colleagues 9 sisters got married,
3 time grandpa expired,
5 times frnd’s went in ICU.. but my colleague is fine..
and favourite dialog “   I need to drop a frnd to hospital, as he is not feeling wel” later i find movie tickets in his purse… then my pm’s motivational speech.. ‘u will work.. u will grow’.. means if i wont work.. i will shrink or what… when i need hike, i m junior.. still need to grow.. when i do mistakes.. cmon man u r senior, u cant do mistakes.. ahhh God gimme some power to understand the greatness of a super natural person known as PM in this world..”

“ok enough now, i m disconnecting”

“wait.. i called you.. n u r disconnecting.. u know previously i was normal, when i was in college, i used to talk continuosly watever i want, now i m talking only this much… ‘yaa its done’, ‘e-cube is filled’, ”Please..’, ‘good morning’, ‘lunch’,'tea’,’snaks’..


I don’t know wat i m talking abt, i shud b happy.. I have Saturday & Sunday .. saturday to recover from the disaster been made from monday to friday.. sunday to think about upcoming disaster from monday to friday.. cool naa..

u heared that 2012 earth will end.. then also my ODc and my cubicle will remain as it is.. u know why??   because that’s not part of earth.. n we are employees not human beings… we are aliens…

so better before u start getting headache… go have a nice dream.. I will again start my day tomorrow like i m starting everyday..
good night…” :(

beeeeeeeeep…beeeeeeeeeep…beeeeeeeeeep

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Next Day, in office:-

“Saurabh, Please come here”

“Yes Surya!!”

“I approved your leaves.. i think you should go and have some fun”

I happily came out, and checked my phone’s Dialled call log.. :D

“Ohhh my God, yesterday I called my PM only… ” :lolz: